Thursday, December 26, 2013

Is that true?

No one like this
No one want to be this
The moment when you got so tired
Someone who get tired so easily
Feel so weak that a girl body are so much stronger than guy
Feel so useless when someone say that the amount of sleep they had is lesser than you yet still so energetic compared to you

Moment your expression changed
Moment I feel that why must you treat me this way
Moment I recall back my feeling & thought when you were in this state
I feel sad, disappointment, feel like just ignore you but I keep told myself not to let this few mins of stubborn thought ruin the future of us, it can be overcome, there is definitely other ways I can do to change this....
So it happen to me now & I worried
I feel sad, I feel like you were to ignore me the next moment
You never try, you just don't talk to me at that point of time
Inside my heart, the feeling of tiredness & sadness ......
I forced myself not to look so shag, so tired as I know how it feel like accompany someone like that for the rest of the day

Glad that at that moment you proved me wrong, you did tried to show concern
You talk to me although it was that little
I felt that I was all wrong again.....
I apologize for being such a spoiler of the day
I appreciate.. I really do appreciate..... realized I have been using this word "appreciate" very often
Because I really do appreciate a lot
Forgive me for the lack of vocabulary
Caused it to be like an ordinary word now

Lastly, you lost patience to me easily nowadays I couldn't know why
Probably I am really deaf, I am really sorry for that
To make you repeat
To make you explain
To make you look like you date with a country bumpkin

Most likely, I myself found that I have many, many, many , many bad points in me...
Found myself far, far ,far ,far away from what I myself expect it to be
Lots & lots of things need to be change...
As I move on it just accumulate more & more & I will never find any goods in me sooner or later due to the amount of bad points that had out numbered the good one in me

(One of my friend in camp share with me this & I find it is so true)
Have you ever come across this ~
You asked a question, someone answer you Yes or No but you were still in doubt?
You stick to what you think is true after all the answer that they gave due to the history of him/her?
You made the conclusion of your own without giving the person another chance to change?

End ~

I love you for what you did...
We face each other more after we got together...
Regardless of how tired we are
The expression of us when we really are
Is either we will see it now or in future
Believe both of us doesn't really know what to do when that happen
It doesn't matter
We slowly learn to react
We have time, we give one another chances, we grow from it
We accept the goods & bad of one another

Things that I can do I tried
Things that you do I felt it
Nobody is perfect yeah?

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