This post is written at the most tired most bad most negative
Worst negative I am going to say to make me feel better.
Have you ever wonder why does a person who can be so good in everything, yet they committed suicide?
Those students who get so many A's in their final year exam in the end they went suicide?
People who suicide because they couldn't get the courses that they want?
Let me tell you why
It is because the brain couldn't take the stress that they put in themselves anymore
It is because that's the only failure that their mental have faced before
It is because they couldn't accept what they are NOW
There are few type of person :
1- People who are super motivate to do whatever things that they are given to do, the "fire" in them are ultimately strong & sensitive (easily activated)
2- People who only have that "fire" in them only at the critical moment. Example someone who have a family members to rely on, know that he must get this things done by the deadline or he get fired on that day.
3- People who literally have no "fire", they don't really care what's going on around them. One's who don't even motivated or inspired at ALL.
Then now you imagine you are the first type of person who have that ultimately strong "fire" who fully committed to your study, you worked really really very hard & always get what you wanted.
After so much hard work, when you reach the very final exam which will determine if you could get that course or school that you have all along worked so hard for. Your mental success have built up to be so strong, so confident.
The very desperate school or courses that you wanted to get, in the end....
Because of that 1 point
IT DOESN'T GET YOU IN!!!!
WTH!!!.... THAT HUGE IMPACT TO YOUR BRAIN DIRECTLY...
U GOT NO MORE OTHER WAY TO EXPLOSIVELY VENT IT ALL OUT...
In the end... They chose to commit suicide.
Ways to vent that mental stressed out :
4- Write it out
5- Give up & don't care of that particular things anymore